Nightwatch of the mirror:
the moon keeps it company.
Reflection on reflection,
the spider spins its plots.
Hardly ever blinking,
thoughts are on guard:
neither ghost nor concept,
my death is a sentry.
Not alive, not dead:
awake, I am awake
in the desert of an eye.
~Octavio Paz
Brotherhood
Homage to Claudius Ptolemy
I am a man: little do I last
and the night is enormous.
But I look up:
the stars write.
Unknowing I understand:
I too am written,
and at this very moment
someone spells me out.
So...I am Awake at 2 in the morning and will probably not sleep today because I have a test tomorrow. That will be a fun experience I am sure. I guess you could say I will fail, since I don't know the material too well but then again I could pass, all up to my luck, which seems to be running out. Oh well, I hope you die by the way, you don't deserve life if you are reading this, I curse you.
Currently Listening El Circo By Maldita Vecindad y los Hijos del Quinto Patio, Los Hijos del Quinto Patio Un Poco de Sangre see related
Friendship, something that should come natural to people, avoids me for whatever reason. Its not my thing I guess, I'm growing tired of it...I think I will begin the 11th grade experiment again...except that now that I know it is indeed effective I will just take it to another extreme. Hooray.